life is a road i dun wana keep going,

today's diary, a peaceful day after all no one come n irritate me!
abit sad, abit happy, at nite, very sad!
morning, breakfast lol
thn facebook gt new msg,
yishan msged me said she was goin jjc, sianz! i was trying to psyco her to go pj, but fail, she say there gt bubble tea shop... lol!
terence lim goin sajc, st andrew jc in case u do not knw lol i tried to psyco him, but fail la! that asshole!
but i doubt anyone read my blog lol

thn my tutor, idk, she wan go ngee ann poly, hope she cnt go in thn go pj! pj ftw!!!!

thn lunch, went out to buy! we play a game, terence lim was a asshole! trying to bully me! i playing so guai, he come make things difficult for me!
it is a chinese game whr by the person gt to make use of the ending word to form a new word!


at nite it rain, n reminded me of the time whn! the time whn it was chem paper, i waited for someone for 2hrs, from a day with no rain till it rain! rained so heavily! n yet i waited for her! she told me she nid hlp for physics, n so i waited, only to knw that my help was not needed!
and i waited like a idiot for 2 hrs, i was a fool!
walked back home in the rain!
...
guess i was reali a idiot huh? lol

i am irritating... a fool... a idiot...


i now juz wish my tutor will really go pj, i sec 4 sacrificed her just to help someone... didnt get to peh tutor! i really regret!
now i just hope i can spend time with her! n not regret it!
for fuck sake did i went to help 'her'!

T.T
thought she needed help, a sincere look, someone who wanted to go jc, who needed help, who seems so helpless!
someone who dare not get help,
...


i am sorry tutor