sometimes i really just dun wish to go home sia! house feels so cold! so lonely! finish sch le! go home want to have a warm n cosy home! but my house is like so cold n quite! so sianz! reali sianz! haiz! sometimes reali just dun want to be at home! haiz!

i want you to know! i am always watching you! you always the best, always shinging so bright. just watching you always make me happy! that why i was always behind you! just watching you make me feel great! i just want you to talk to me! just like you use to! i wish i could rmb how this whole mess 1st started!
but i do rmb how it used to be whn we were little! that was the best time of my whole life. we had so much fun! T.T ........
we had all the time in the world. i knew that no matter wat my problem was, as soon as italk to you, it will all gone. you were always there whn i needed you. you are the onli 1 in my life that i can truly count on.
i have given up hope of what might had been! but i kept the memories of what was.

i have one favour to ask from you... that is that i want you to always be happy! you will always be my best friend! n best pal!
tutor

你有没有想念过某某人？是否有为一个人担心呢？

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来. 我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩. 我不了解你怎能心安, 也抓不住你的倔强, 可是我知道你, 你为什么说谎. 你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开. 我想留在这里, 可是这一切已太晚, 我不能再像从前一样 为我们的明天疯狂. 你不必解释你为什么说谎. 你不能说我没有爱过, 说我没等过难过. 我也想说, 也许能重来我却还是沉默. 你一直问我的心到底在不在, 问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱, 而我的泪怎么就流下来.

sianz dun like my class now! as in mon we are getting the class! thn i dun like it!
haiz!
sianz i am so curious now! wonder how is she doin! whether she can cope or nt! n whether she will drop to poly or retain or nt! who is gna hlp her? wat is the environment like? how well will she do? will i ever see her again? the smile tat once brighten up my days in secondary sch life!
there is so many things i want to find out! yet i do not know how to! i wonder if she can handle the work load or not! the difference in lvl of difficulty now that sh has grown up! now that she has entered the pre university stage! i really wonder! n wonder who will help her! a tuition teacher? or wat?

sianz hate orientation!
stupid ogl! keep on say i am wif xin yi! duh! frens wat! zzzz! thn muz take care of her wat!
zzzzz! thn dance they banned me from being with her! make me dance wif another girl from swiss cottage! her name is gina!
more like gin na! lol! my underhand man! lol

today a glim of light shined! it brought me some hope again! a hope of fun n happiness at pioneer!
my tutor said she maybe appealing to pj! woohoooooo! feel so happy! cnt wait!
wonder if she will enter! only time n fate can tell!